I love Shai Hulud so much:
Be winged, free from the mire of men.
Be winged, leave the dead soil to the dying.
Inherit the wind, soar from the coils that asphyxiate you.
Be winged and climb high, with a wingspan to humble mankind.
[II. THE PERSECUTION OF EVERY NEXT BREATH]
True living and breathing death.
Every breath is surely the last.
But another…
How many more will follow–
And another…
How many more can be endured…
Broken whispers; shy touches to passing flesh.
A twitch of life. A cold shudder.
Defy the instinct to recoil.
Yet another breath…
Ignore your pain
You are not your own,
You are the strength of life and love
To usher in the end.
…
Was I mindful…
Have I suffered…
Am I of warmth…
Worth affection…
Capable of love…
A vessel of hate and bitterness…
In this death so close, beset with travail,
I am aware of my every fault and failure.
[III. GO FORTH OF LIFE]
Now rest;
Leave your venom behind.
May we all have such strength.