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IRC dialogue

A somewhat interesting conversation I had today on IRC, as these are common and this is one of the more bland ones, I am thinking of making a section. All nicks have have been replaced with pseudonyms because I’m not sure the people involved would tolerate their words being made public.

0038.47| [Heraclitus] people would find some form of welfare, even if it weren’t funded by the government
0038.59| [Heraclitus] there’s always charity in the world for those who seek it out
0039.00| [Diogenes the Cynic] i take no drugs other than booze and smokes, and my family dates back to this country for at least three centuries
0039.13| [Arrian] Heraclitus not in contemporary western society
0039.27| [Posidonius] As long as its not the money of hard working people being used to feed scum then I don’t care
0039.31| [Arrian] no charity for charity’s sake – you’d have to convert to Judeo-Christianity
0039.48| [Heraclitus] companies invest huge amounts in welfare to boost their media sexiness
0040.08| [Arrian] Posidonius what you don’t realize is that there is a CORPORATE INCOME TAX
0040.17| [Posidonius] Hmmm, yeah
0040.18| [Arrian] it should be used on social projects and welfare
0040.31| [Arrian] instead it’s used on defense spending
0040.38| [Arrian] see, the United States never disarmed after the cold war
0040.42| [Arrian] the military budget actually went up
0040.54| [Heraclitus] and most sane people have families to rely on in times of need, so I don’t really see anything that dangerous in a liberalist society _in terms of welfare_
0041.10| [Posidonius] There is a place for welfare, it just irritates me that people that don’t deserve seem to be the majority of recipients
0041.25| [Diogenes the Cynic] well, not here
0041.31| [Posidonius] Lucky
0041.41| [Diogenes the Cynic] every time i go to the welfare office, about 5% of all people are turkish slime
0041.51| [Diogenes the Cynic] the rest are just normal people who don’t have a job at the moment
0041.52| [Posidonius] Then again, I live in the meth capitol of America, wich could be a factor in what I see
0042.06| [Arrian] I think I deserve welfare – although I don’t collect it, I don’t think students should have to work, and in Europe where most education is government sponsored they don’t have to, in the US you have to be working full time to support yourself just to have a meager condition
0042.26| [Arrian] i think artists especially should receive welfare
0042.34| [Arrian] and other people who contribute to a nation’s culture
0042.44| [Arrian] such as philosophers and scientists
0042.58| [Posidonius] Where do you hail from Arrian?
0043.01| [Arrian] new york
0043.10| [Posidonius] Ah, the other end of the country
0043.13| [Diogenes the Cynic] city or state?
0043.29| [Arrian] state, I live on long island, which is to the east of the city
0043.32| [Heraclitus] the flipside of the coin here is that a student can’t have a well-paying job or he loses all benefits
0043.35| [Diogenes the Cynic] ah
0043.47| [Heraclitus] so don’t get too much money from your summer job or the bureaucrats will flame your ass
0043.56| [Arrian] Heraclitus that makes sense though
0043.59| [Diogenes the Cynic] the bureaucrats
0044.07| [Arrian] you shouldn’t be getting a free ride when you could pay for it yourself
0044.07| [Diogenes the Cynic] you sound like senator palpatine
0044.24| [Diogenes the Cynic] what the fuck Arrian
0044.38| [Diogenes the Cynic] everything should be free to metalheads
0044.42| [Posidonius] Its a double edged sword, touchy subject
0044.48| [Posidonius] But yeah
0044.52| [Diogenes the Cynic] at least for me
0045.00| [Posidonius] I believe people should earn what they get
0045.00| [Arrian] I like the idea of government funding of students and artists
0045.11| [Arrian] but I don’t think people who contribute nothing to society should be funded
0045.17| [Posidonius] Exactley
0045.18| [Heraclitus] there’s a discrepancy here, as anyone can have the benefits for having a child (several hundred euros per month), regardless of income
0045.25| [Diogenes the Cynic] my view on politics is that i want everything for myself, and nothing for other people
0045.32| [Diogenes the Cynic] and the government should arrange just that
0045.44| [Posidonius] Hahaha, your perfect world, eh?
0045.48| [Heraclitus] but a student is supposed to be poor
0045.48| [Diogenes the Cynic] give everything to me, and let everyone else rot
0046.15| [Heraclitus] I’m off to shop food –>
0046.20| [Arrian] Heraclitus does the government pay for your tuition?
0046.22| [Posidonius] Take it easy
0046.35| [Diogenes the Cynic] tuition?
0046.37| [Diogenes the Cynic] are you kidding?
0046.38| [Heraclitus] the tuition fee is small
0046.40| [Posidonius] Scool
0046.42| [Diogenes the Cynic] it’S all a lie
0046.43| [Heraclitus] 100 euros a year
0046.48| [Diogenes the Cynic] there are no schools in finland
0046.51| [Diogenes the Cynic] only zuul
0047.04| [Heraclitus] the universities are directly funded by the government so they don’t need that much money from the students
0047.06| [Posidonius] You’re shitting me, 100 eu
0047.09| [Arrian] see Heraclitus… consider yourself lucky – most Americans who go to decent schools are 50,000+ dollars in debt by the time they have a 4 year degree
0047.24| [Diogenes the Cynic] sorry i couldn’t resist
0047.24| [Heraclitus] yeah I know
0047.26| [Posidonius] Its true
0047.30| [Heraclitus] same in britain
0047.30| [Arrian] it costs 14,000 dollars/year where I go
0047.36| [Arrian] and my school is modest
0047.56| [Arrian] I should emigrate, I hate this country anyway
0048.03| [Heraclitus] on the other hand, here the government can greatly influence what is being taught in universities
0048.09| [Diogenes the Cynic] go to australia
0048.13| [Heraclitus] so if they want multiculturalist propaganda, it’ll be taught
0048.33| [Posidonius] I see
0048.35| [Arrian] Heraclitus it’s like that in US schools though too
0048.37| [Heraclitus] I am suspicious of whether our curricula are neutral
0048.40| [Arrian] they have “diversity quotas”
0048.40| [Diogenes the Cynic] australia is supposed to be quite cool
0048.52| [Arrian] and preach how great “diversity” is
0049.05| [Diogenes the Cynic] who cares about the bias of teachings
0049.28| [Posidonius] Diversity, no child left behind, all lies
0049.29| [Arrian] Diogenes the Cynic: no one should, as long as the students are trained to be indifferent, skilled thinkers
0049.31| [Diogenes the Cynic] if you are smart enough to form your own opinion, you can still learn from teachings you disagree with
0049.32| [Heraclitus] I care about the supermarket right now —–>
0049.44| [Diogenes the Cynic] sorry Arrian
0049.47| [Arrian] because then it is more difficult to force your views upon someone
0049.50| [Diogenes the Cynic] but being thinkers can’t be taught
0050.00| [Arrian] Socratic Method can be taught
0050.03| [Diogenes the Cynic] someone either has a brain, or he doesn’t
0050.47| [Arrian] I think if everyone in the US was taught Socratic Method, rhetoric, grammar and logic as a standard
class throughout gradeschool then 99% of all social problems would evaporate
0050.58| [Diogenes the Cynic] haha no
0051.07| [Arrian] it’s just that people are disarmed, they have no skills to discern what is real, and what is a deception
0051.09| [Diogenes the Cynic] you can’t teach retards to be anything but retards
0051.13| [Arrian] because they don’t know what a deception is
0051.42| [Arrian] the media in the US constantly uses logical fallacies – and anyone who knows about logical fallacies realizes this, they realize its nonsense
0052.00| [Arrian] basically the US media wages an information war against reality
0052.08| [Posidonius] True, people are taught to except things “how they are” rather that develop the world around you with your own actions
0052.14| [Diogenes the Cynic] yes yes we know that
0052.35| [Diogenes the Cynic] but stupid people can’t wake up to reality by any teaching on earth, because they are stupid people
0052.48| [Arrian] their stupid now, but the next generations can be saved
0053.03| [Diogenes the Cynic] your optimism is just ludicrous
0053.28| [Diogenes the Cynic] it’s not a question of education
0053.28| [Arrian] its not really optimism when it comes down to it, because I think fundamental educational reforms requires fundamental reforms in government… i.e. a revolution, which in times like these is exceedingly difficult
0053.51| [Diogenes the Cynic] the truth is, the human race isn’t as “evolved” as we try to flatter ourselves to be
0053.56| [Arrian] its really just hopelessness haha
0053.59| [Diogenes the Cynic] most people are stupid, it’s that simple
0054.45| [Posidonius] not stupid per se, just unaware
0054.56| [Diogenes the Cynic] no, i don’t believe that
0055.05| [Arrian] Diogenes the Cynic I think your right that we can’t make people into geniuses, but we can teach them the BASICS of being able to think for themselves
0055.18| [Arrian] we can’t make people smarter, but we can make them wiser
0055.26| [Diogenes the Cynic] i don’t have that faith in the majority of humanity
0055.27| [Arrian] start young, an extensive culture
0055.42| [Posidonius] Come now, I’m sure that if you looked at your self a handful of years ago, you would realize how much a person can develop
0055.43| [Diogenes the Cynic] most people simply wouldn’t “get it”
0056.09| [Diogenes the Cynic] well, warhammer
0056.19| [Diogenes the Cynic] let’s get back to this once you taught a dog to talk
0056.24| [Posidonius] As can everyone really, I’ve changed, thats for sure
0056.29| [Arrian] Diogenes that’s why I think education needs to be a fundamentally changed.. it wouldn’t resemble what it is now.. you would start off with discussions and questioning rather than lectures, and hopefully the true state of things would click into place naturally instead of being dictated, contemplating and reflecting on fundamental questions would bring about a greater intellect than rote memorization
0056.57| [Arrian] people are stupid now because the education system has failed them
0057.04| [Diogenes the Cynic] no
0057.08| [Arrian] I see promise in willfully stupid people right now, but their apathy holds them back
0057.19| [Arrian] you have to rouse their passions, get them angry at the chains that bind them, so that they aspire to be something better than mediocre
0057.20| [Posidonius] By learning out of text books, you aren’t learning a great deal, just memorizing “facts”
0057.24| [Diogenes the Cynic] people are stupid because their parents were stupid, and their parents were stupid, and all of their brains were small
0057.52| [Diogenes the Cynic] stupidity isn’t something you acquire through poor education
0057.59| [Hypatia] what Diogenes sez.
0058.01| [Arrian] Diogenes that is true, some people are surely smarter than others, in the speed of computations and what not, but you can be a simple man and still be a good man, it doesn’t require a genius
0058.14| [Posidonius] Ignorance is all too often mistaken for stupidity
0058.26| [Diogenes the Cynic] people who can think for themselves can think for themselves
0058.27| [Hypatia] there are obviously intelligent people who attend terrible schools.
0058.32| [Diogenes the Cynic] regardless of education
0058.45| [Arrian] I can tell you right now, if I grew up in a Christian fundamentalist household I would not resemble who I am today
0059.00| [Diogenes the Cynic] i don’t think so
0059.02| [Diogenes the Cynic] i mean
0059.10| [Diogenes the Cynic] outside influences affect one’s character
0059.21| [Hypatia] Education is not the same thing as having common sense, an actual drive for learning, and thinking for yourself.
0059.25| [Diogenes the Cynic] but i don’t think outside influences can make a dumb person smart
0059.44| [Arrian] not smart in the innate ability, but wiser, more able, better skilled
0100.00| [Arrian] skilled is the key word I think
0100.25| [Hypatia] skilled at what?
0100.26| [Diogenes the Cynic] thinking for yourself isn’t a skill
0100.35| [Diogenes the Cynic] it’s a virtue of smartness
0100.47| [Arrian] maybe
0100.57| [Diogenes the Cynic] you can’t learn it, you either can do it, or can’t do it
0101.02| [Posidonius] Look at it this way, many people think Johova is the one true god, yadda yadda, but its only because in many cases they were brought up to believe that without question, which often stunts mental development from outside sourses
0101.18| [Arrian] Hypatia: skilled in the mental process, most people aren’t trained to think, and so think irrationally, but if you train someone to think, their thoughts become clearer
0101.22| [Posidonius] sources*
0101.26| [Arrian] that is the goal of philosophy in its true form
0101.47| [Arrian] I am a much more logically rigorous thinker now than I was 2 or 3 years ago
0101.57| [Diogenes the Cynic] i see the logic
0101.58| [Hypatia] i don’t think you can really train someone to think.
0101.59| [Arrian] because I dedicate the majority of my time to mental exercise
0102.09| [Diogenes the Cynic] people who are taught only black, know only black
0102.12| [Hypatia] You kind of have to be exposed to intelligent people.
0102.20| [Diogenes the Cynic] people who are taught black and white can make a decision for themselves
0102.28| [Diogenes the Cynic] in the most simple possible terms
0102.46| [Arrian] surely Hypatia, which is why the requirements for teachers should go beyond having a degree, teachers should be required to be revolutionaries, and exemplify heroic examples of character
0102.52| [Arrian] inspiring forces
0103.07| [Posidonius] But most people are brought up to see things one way, from one angle, with no room for interpritation
0103.09| [Arrian] not all degree holders are equal
0103.20| [Diogenes the Cynic] yes Posidonius, that’s what i mean
0103.28| [Diogenes the Cynic] it’s an interesting point
0103.35| [Hypatia] many students don’t consider their teachers their peers though.
0103.50| [Hypatia] Because they’re not. You can’t hang out with your teacher and having conversations with them
0104.07| [Arrian] Hypatia: that’s another fundamental flaw, the platonic school was much different, and people sat in a circle of friends instead of having rows with a pedantic and superficially superior lecturer in front
0104.11| [Diogenes the Cynic] i still don’t think that being taught only one viewpoint would prevent a smart mind from thinking of another
0104.23| [Diogenes the Cynic] the biggest virtue of smartness i think is creativity
0104.30| [Posidonius] But when they are exposed to outside stimuli, they may, or may not develope into a very different individual, depending on how deeply rooted it is
0104.36| [Diogenes the Cynic] the ability to think of things you didn’t learn about
0104.43| [Diogenes the Cynic] if you know what i mean
0104.43| [Hypatia] Creativity isn’t necessarily related to intelligence.
0104.53| [Diogenes the Cynic] Hypatia, not creativity per se
0104.59| [Diogenes the Cynic] creativity in the sense of thinking
0105.05| [Arrian] Innovative thinking
0105.09| [Diogenes the Cynic] yes
0105.30| [Diogenes the Cynic] like i said, thinking of things you weren’t taught, but thought of yourself
0105.56| [Arrian] I think all intelligent people come to the same conclusions about the universe
0106.05| [Arrian] or similar conclusions
0106.17| [Diogenes the Cynic] in a sense, lack of education could even be helpful
0106.26| [Diogenes the Cynic] because it inspires the imagination to do more for itself
0106.37| [Diogenes the Cynic] and be less dependent on outside inputs
0106.50| [Arrian] Diogenes the Cynic: but what if the purpose of education was to cultivate the ability to question everything, and in questioning, search for knowledge, and truth?
0106.55| [Hypatia] the busywork of school is worthless.
0107.02| [Hypatia] especially high school.
0107.19| [Arrian] the problem with contemporary education, at least in the US, is that the goal of education is to memorize factoids, there is no mental education
0107.19| [Diogenes the Cynic] Arrian, i think that ability is either in a person, or it isn’t
0107.37| [Arrian] people are virtually defenseless once they enter into the world
0107.55| [Arrian] marketing easily sways them, as does pretty faces on TV, and sophist politicians
0107.59| [Herodotus] That’s the way the government likes it, dontcha know.
0108.07| [Hypatia] As long as you’re intelligent enough to think for yourself, know a great deal already, and are fairly independent, then a lot of schooling would be just a waste of time.
0108.38| [Arrian] Herodotus: Exactly… which leads to my ultimate conclusion, the only way to resolve this obscene situation is to fundamentally reform the government, because only they can craft society in an image, only they are the true social engineers
0108.38| [Diogenes the Cynic] intelligence is a tricky thing
0108.42| [Herodotus] I really think you can’t teach people to be cynics, which I think is what you’re getting at.
0108.46| [Arrian] only from the top down can true change be made
0108.54| [Diogenes the Cynic] i’ve known so many straight a nerds that were dumb as hell
0108.59| [Arrian] and so the top must be forced to enact this change, the top must change
0109.23| [Herodotus] Yeah, good luck with that.
0109.27| [Arrian] a sad conclusion, but i think the only logical one…
0109.40| [Posidonius] adults often cannot be taught, but if the proper education starts early, there is hope
0109.46| [Diogenes the Cynic] heh what is happening here
0109.56| [Diogenes the Cynic] am I finding myself on one side with Herodotus?
0110.07| [Diogenes the Cynic] oh well
0110.08| [Arrian] We need something like No Child Left Behind, a federal mandate, except with the explicit goal of fundamentally changing the nature of education to include rhetoric, grammar, logic, philosophy, communication, debating etc
0110.14| [Diogenes the Cynic] such things happen i guess
0110.22| [Arrian] it wont ever come because exactly what Herodotus said, it’s useful for the people to be powerless
0110.46| [Diogenes the Cynic] Grammar?
0110.56| [Diogenes the Cynic] you mean Americans don’t learn grammar in school?
0110.58| [Posidonius] well yes, its easy to control people if they are kept ignorant, docile, and comfortable
0111.08| [Hypatia] They don’t. All they do is crossword puzzles.
0111.11| [Diogenes the Cynic] i find that hard to believe
0111.16| [Hypatia] And coloring pages for extra credit.
0111.17| [Arrian] Diogenes the Cynic: I don’t mean basic grammar, I mean grammar in arguments
0111.41| [Diogenes the Cynic] i spent five years in school with one tiresome grammar lesson after another
0111.46| [Arrian] every sentence has a truth value, and if one is trained in rhetoric, grammar and logic – they can derive if it is false or true
0111.53| [Diogenes the Cynic] from fourth to ninth grade
0111.55| [Hypatia] You learn grammar up to high school, then all you have in English class is literature.
0112.10| [Herodotus] Hypatia, you’re full of shit
0112.18| [Hypatia] …how?
0112.26| [Diogenes the Cynic] because you have a large intestine
0112.28| [Arrian] I think they should have a separate class – philosophy/civics which should include the skills necessary for proper and clear thinking
0112.37| [Herodotus] Half of my English classes all throughout high school dealt exclusively with grammar
0112.53| [Diogenes the Cynic] yeah Herodotus
0112.56| [Herodotus] (Half in time spent, not number)
0113.00| [Diogenes the Cynic] but you’re from florida
0113.07| [Hypatia] i’m not in school anymore.
0113.12| [Hypatia] Maybe I just never found out.
0113.17| [Diogenes the Cynic] it has to be taught there so people can explain the language to the puerto ricans
0113.24| [Herodotus] I didn’t find grammar tedious, though. I rather liked it.
0113.28| [Arrian] Herodotus yeah but did you ever see an argument from the bible or a philosopher and break it down to rule it logically rigorous or not?
0113.39| [Hypatia] it’s Cubans in Florida.
0113.46| [Herodotus] No. Fuck that shit.
0113.49| [Arrian] such classes don’t exist in gradeschool, they only exist in the college AT BEST, a true disgrace
0114.04| [Hypatia] high schoolers are too fucking stupid to grasp it.
0114.05| [Diogenes the Cynic] it’s cubans AND puerto ricans
0114.07| [Herodotus] They don’t belong in grade school
0114.13| [Hypatia] do you really expect anyone to take those courses voluntarily?
0114.19| [Hypatia] and they’re certainly not going to make it mandatory.
0114.27| [Herodotus] The history classes are bad enough as far as brainwashing, you want fucking theology?!
0114.29| [Arrian] Herodotus: that sort of thinking is necessary for all citizens
0114.58| [Arrian] It’s not theology – its just judging the logical value of statements.
0115.04| [Arrian] Which really means, cultivating the skills to debunk theology, pseudoscience and fashion – and in doing so create a citizenry which is vigilant of being deceived

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You know you’re from Patchogue if…

A sad thing that has been propagating across the local MySpace community, a list of things that (I presume) are designed to invoke nostalgia or a sense of solidarity among the inhabitants of Patchogue (grammar and spelling preserved):

You know your from Patchogue if….

1)You’ve gotten laid at Pine Neck

2)You have talked a hispanic into buying you alcohol/ciggarettes

3)You have bummed money off of mexicans

4)You dont own a bike because your tired of getting it stolen

5)You know what alive after five is

6)You know who Wheel Chair Willy is (I loved him AND mama)

7)You know what a bodaga is

8)You know who lives between waldbuams and walgreens

9)You have stolen from Burlignton Coat Factory

10)You have hung Out on Mainstreet

11)You’ve partied at GreenPort,The RR Tracks,Alleys,on the roofs of the apartments,and just about anywhere with trees

12)You know how to ask for a dollar in spanish

13)You’ve gone roof hopping

14)You chill at 7-11

15)Your house has been vandalized

16)You have been approached millions of times by pervs(girls)

17)You have been in a police car

18)You are underage but can purchase ciggarettes and blunts from a certain **gas station** (we all kno which one)

19)Your Summer Job is sitting on Main Street bumming Money

20)You get bags of free condoms from the health center

21)You have shopped at CBS

22)You’ve got drunk sitting on stairs in the alley next to the library

23)You go to the library only to meet up with people

24)You have had conversations with crackheads behind the library

25)90% of the people in your town speak spanish

26)You have pawned something

27)You carry a knife when you leave your house

28)You’ve taken the train/bus

29)You know at least 10 different ways to clean out your system

30)You’ve been to planned parenthood(girls)or have gone with your girlfriend

31)You learned to drive in the Caldoors parking lot

What a depraved and worthless world in which the most cherished childhood memories include stabbings, irresponsible and destructive sexuality, being sexually assaulted by “pervs” and the glorification of thievery and other crimes. Having exiled myself from the “popular” society of my “peers” some years ago I have luckily avoided the memories which would make this list somehow inspiring or create a “warm and fuzzy” feeling inside. This list was enthusiastically forwarded to me by an individual who seemed to not only find it funny in a nostalgic way but also perfectly accurate in its rendition of the teen experiences of most Patchogue-Medford inhabitants.

In this backward society in which the children run things, using their parents’ money to buy heroin, knives and condoms – is there truly any hope for the coming generations and more importantly, the republic at large? The depressing reality of the situation is an unwavering ‘no,’ as the people have become so disconnected from the good life and virtue. The result of a corrupt society is a corrupt democratic mechanism. Democracy does not work unless the people voting are healthy, wise and virtuous. This caveat of democracy is precisely the reason why republican government formed in the first place: the masses only should have the power to govern themselves, unless they are all wise, virtuous and indifferent – an unrealistic expectation. Instead of expecting the masses to behave in a reasonable way, we can expect and demand that key representatives of the community do.

Yet even republican government is corrupted by a morally bankrupt society as the representatives increasingly find it attractive to pander their way into office and to manipulate the apathy and intellectual torpor of their constituents for personal gain. Furthermore, the quality of the representatives degenerates by the passing of generations from the wisest and brightest passionately involved in the structuring of a novel, ideal project, the “Great City of Gods and Men,” to something much more mediocre: corporate scions of the mall culture. Merit is replaced with displays of decadence as determining factors for leadership, and as a result the republic collapses from within. When those with the prettiest robes and most attractive bodies replace those who wield knowledge and virtue the republic collapses. This is the collapse in progress: a society with perpetually degenerating priorities, which has no ideals to strive toward and instead cannibalizes its own members in a race to acquire the most fanciful displays and invented awards.

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There is no light for you at the end of the tunnel.

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Ethnosphere Collapsing

A talk with Wade Davis

In this stunning talk, National Geographic Explorer-in-Residence Wade Davis celebrates the extraordinary diversity of the world’s indigenous cultures, many of which are disappearing, as ancestral land is lost and languages die. (50 percent of the world’s 6000 languages are no longer taught to children.) Against a backdrop of extraordinary photos and stories that ignite the imagination, Davis argues that we should be concerned not only for preserving the biosphere, but also the “ethnosphere,” which he describes as “the sum total of all thoughts and dreams, myths, ideas, inspirations, intuitions brought into being by the human imagination since the dawn of consciousness.” An anthropologist and botanist by training, Davis has traveled the world, living among indigenous cultures. He’s written several books, including The Serpent and the Rainbow and Light at the Edge of the World. (Recorded February 2003 in Monterey, CA. Duration: 22:44)

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Of this Word’s being forever do men prove to be uncomprehending, both before they hear and once they have heard it. For although all things happen according to this Word they are like the unexperienced experiencing words and deeds such as I explain when I distinguish each thing according to its nature and declare how it is. Other men are unaware of what they do when they are awake just as they are forgetful of what they do when they are asleep.

Heraclitus

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It is a natural urge for males to impregnate as many women as possible, yes. But it is also a natural faculty to reason, a gift from nature which allows us to control our actions beyond mere impulse, to achieve loftier goals than the appeasement of our animal urges.

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Considering most recent studies (John Hopkins University Survey) point to hundreds of thousands of civilian casualties inflicted by the ‘coalition’ in Iraq and most grossly conservative estimates point to at least 50,000, war criminals and ‘crimes against humanity’ are defined by the emotional consensus of the easily manipulated masses. Saddam Hussein has been accused of being responsible for the killing of a number of people which does not compare to the damage caused by, and will in the future be created by, the bringers of democracy. When we look at the numbers, who really deserves to be hung on national television? Who deceived then rallied all of western civilization to a campaign that had no basis other than greed, a greed paid for in the blood of the innocent?

War criminals, and those worthy of being punished as such are defined by the victor, not any reasoned principle. In the end every executive who holds sway over something bigger than a hamlet will see a ‘crime against humanity’ in his term. Few are able to reduce two ancient countries to ruins however. Words are worthless and actions are the true language of the world.

The death of one man is a tragedy. The death of millions is a statistic.

– Josef Stalin

Secondly, iraqbodycount.org isn’t a realistic estimate of the dead – since each individual casualty has to be confirmed by at least two independent news sources. The news obviously isn’t going to be able to confirm every single body bag – which is why its a GROSSLY conservative number. The administration claims 30, 000 civilian casualties, which is about 21 times less than reality.

Compare the numbers of Saddam’s accused genocide to the wanton carnage caused by the liberators of democracy and its quite clear who should be hung. Freedom isn’t speeches, it’s not victory celebrations, or revision made possible by myopic memories, its not caviar dinners in the white house or pretentious grandstand blathering on national television – thats not reality. Reality is how many corpses are buried. Reality is living in a country with a destroyed infrastructure and no hospitals, food or water. Reality is having to bury your parents and then being branded a terrorist when swearing to resist those who slew them. Reality isn’t emotions and words; reality is cause and effect. Words are worthless and actions are the true language of the world.

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Don’t Despair Just Because It’s Christmas

From an article by the American Underground Nihilist Society

The holidays make it easy to express oneself, because the split between reality and fantasy in our world is most evident. People rush around, minds fixed on symbolic gestures like gift-giving and dinner-preparations, while doing whatever they can – and they have no shorter of subterfuge – to hide the shortcomings of their lives and society so that, just for a moment, they can have a ceremonial peace of mind. In that, they’re both at their least neurotic and their most deluded, so the religious nature of the holiday is brought to the forefront: they’re like fanatics in the grips of religious delusion. And we scorn the suicide bombers?

Your coworkers will be thankfully busy kissing ass, which means you don’t have to waste time listening to their “opinions” which are essentially recombinations of TV, newspaper, and talk radio ideas. They will however give you worthless stuff they bought at bulk prices, and hope to receive something actually worthwhile in return (the solution: bake them banana bread, especially if you can’t do it). Every single person you interact with on a daily goods-service basis will also be angling for a gift. These are even better; give them the worthless crap you got last year. It’s not a question of what the gift means, but a question of recognition. In our “free” society, we feel free to guilt each other into handing over something, which primarily profits those who make functionless symbolic gift items, and, of course, the waste management industry, who’ll be hauling it away in June.

As if you needed extra giggles, you’ll get to witness the entire consumer sales industry mobilized to sell gift items. The guilt is heavy, and it’s enforced by an image: people happily at home with loved ones, exchanging gifts, eating and having a good time. The reality is obligation by social pressure to buy, divorces, families fighting on phones, and people giving each other meaningless crap and spending up to 10% of their disposable income doing it. No one wants to hear the reality, and this is why they drown it out with Christmas songs. They’ve even gotten clever (at least as clever as a gibbon on crack) and have made “unique” versions of each Christmas song, like the techno “Silent Night” and jazz-fusion “I’m Dream of a White Christmas.” Get your sickening emotional cues now, because otherwise, you numb consumers, you wouldn’t even know you’re having a “good time.”

Since most of us live in a reality that’s far from the television image, and must contend with broken families, failed relationships, and droningly predictable office parties where at some point an idiot “livens things up a bit” by getting drunk and doing something amusingly stupid – or it would be amusing, had it not happened at every Christmas party over the past decade – there’s a series of industries dedicated to compensation. The alcohol sellers are warming up to send you out into the night with a case of red’n’green beer. Psychologists crack their knuckles and schedule overtime leading up to Christmas. And if you lack a pithy two-line statement of goodwill, the greeting card people have a new crop of cards with pleasant illustrations on them. Parasites, all.

Don’t despair, you say? We live in a crumbling civilization that most are too dumb to recognize, and it continually breeds dumber people and hands over power to them, as that’s the type of person who has so little going on in their lives they need to become a bureaucrat. We are surrounded by bad design, from our roads arranged to please developers and not serve the citizen, to our awkward housing designed around profit centers and not pragmatic living. Our lives are manipulated by external emotions designed to please everyone in a room, making us slaves to the weakest link in the chain, and now you’ve got to put on your plastic holiday smile to cover it. No wonder Christmas is the season for heart attacks, suicides, divorces and drug overdoses.

My solution, as in most cases, is to bypass despair for nihilism. You – or rather, the sense and sensibility of nature – are in control, and you don’t have to take it seriously. Do what is required, and nothing else, but most of all, don’t take this insincere marketing holiday into your heart. Yule was a real holiday, a winter survival landmark, but Christmas ever since has been a time of humility and submission before the Jewish prophet. Why? Give people at the office crap, and hand out garbage others have given you to those supplicants who desire gifting for their services. Care not about it; summon the nihilism of your heart and see the reality: Christmas is just another day, and a day in which you can do what you want, as long as you aren’t fooled by the hype of the crowd. Happy are those who never hear Christmas music at all, but happier are those who hear without hearing, and notice the holiday without heeding. Crush Christmas with your awareness of its meaninglessness. There’s no need for despair if you never take it seriously in the first place.

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Flux

Soon you’ll be ashes, or bones. A mere name, at most – and even that is just a sound, an echo. The things we want in life are empty, stale and trivial. Dogs snarling at each other. Quarreling children – laughing and then bursting into tears a moment later. Trust, shame, justice, truth – “gone from the earth and only found in heaven.”

Why are you still here? Sensory objects are shifting and unstable; our senses dim and easily deceived; the soul itself a decoction of the blood; fame in a world like this is worthless.

-And so?

Wait for it patiently – annihilation or metamorphosis.

-And until that time comes-what?

Honor and revere the divine, treat human beings as they deserve, be tolerant of others and strict with yourself. Remember, nothing belongs to you but your flesh and blood – and nothing else is under your control.

– Marcus Aurelius

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I feel pretty shitty about something that happened today.

I was staying after class and waiting to speak with my art professor who was having a conversation with another student and a girl who had not been there for the lecture walked in while I was on the phone negotiating a ride. I turned around and politely asked her to move so I could walk to the professor’s desk and she started crying, I asked her what was wrong and she *Really* started crying. It seemed as if she was about to tell me but walked out of the class instead.

I had to leave without perusing her to see what was wrong because my ride was waiting for me. But I suppose thats bullshit and I could have made him wait for me, I could have chased after her. But I’m not even friends with her and maybe she wouldn’t have felt comfortable with spilling out what was waying down on her with me. I know that when I have felt like that, I had always been begging for someone to talk to…

I feel like shit for leaving before seeing what was wrong.