Your definition of a friend disgusts me. “Hook up” with a steel in your gut, by your own acidic hand. Do not “fool around,” do it right, completely, bleed out that black ichor which serves as your blood. Become “fuck buddies” with the piercing end for the utmost virtue.
Speak the truth of those you find the need to fuck and keep the fealty of friendship for those who cherish it.
This world is a burden
And it disgusts me.
I want to deny it,
Its inhabitants and their possessions.
I’m embarrassed to know
This soil produced me.
I’m dying to be elsewhere,
Trying not to belong in a nature
Of impulse and self indulgence.
A brother to none,
my kinship lies elsewhere.
I am separate and loyal to no one,
If born from this soil.
I’m embarrassed to know you;
you do not represent me.
a likeness only in structure,
Not in mind.
I vow to never belong to anyone
Born from this soil
A people that follows blindly
Will not reprimand me.